My past has been a big part of my present. All those
good moments and emotions I have shared with friends and family have made me
what I am today. Meeting my friends is something I don’t regret because we’ve
all stayed in the same track and it has been a good one. Aside from my friends,
I enjoyed growing up with an older sister; it has been really fun. We both had
the same friends as we were growing; so we enjoyed playing dodge ball,
basketball, soccer, and baseball together. I remember going on school field
trips and have such a great time with all my classmates. I had a happy past,
full of love and happiness and I am grateful for that. Being young is the best
part of my past. Everything seems easy so you enjoy life to the fullest. No
worries, no obligations, just you, nothing else. Looking back to my past makes
me wish that I can go back in time to not worry about my problems.
Today,
my life is being challenged with something different, something that I wasn’t
use to and barely getting use to as I move on. That something is adulthood. I
am no longer that child that would run to his parents whenever he had a
problem. Today I’m trying to be more independent and make my parents proud as I
move on with my life. I’m attending Oxnard College for the first time and I really
like it. I’m getting to meet new people, which is awesome because this way I can
have more friends. Once again I am starting to have more homework, but I don’t mind,
I am use to it since I’ve been going to school for almost thirteen years now. The
thing that makes me happy today is still having contact with my high school
friends. I guess it can be true that once we graduate we don’t see each other
as much as we did in high school because we are all doing our own little
things; getting ready for our future.
The
future feels far away from me at this moment but at the same time it feels so
close. When I think about it, my future can be tomorrow or five to ten years
from now. Many of us think of the future as a long term goal, and I did to, but
not long ago I realized that my future can be tomorrow as well. Anything can
happen tomorrow and can change my life completely for either the good or the
worst. I see my future bright, working on a good job and making a good amount
of money to pay for my needs. I see myself living in a nice house and having a
nice car. Before that though, I see myself transferring to a university and
probably graduating with my masters. It’s a long time from now before I retire,
but when that day comes I want to work with youth and try to get them in the
right track in order for them to have a good future. I want to see them thrive
and have a good life style.
I think that its good that you are understanding that you have to grow up and mature. I know personally it is hard to see your friends in college but you find out who your true friends are in college.
ReplyDeleteIndependence is a really big step, and it looks like you are headed in the right track.
ReplyDeleteI am also in the stage where I realize that I can not go to my parents with my problems anymore. We have to take care of them on our own and show our parents that they have taught us well.
ReplyDeletegood to hear you're trying to be more independent and you're planning on getting your masters at a university. hope everything works out for you.
ReplyDeleteI love your first few sentences of the third paragraph because it is true, most of us think of the future with a long term goal. I think the people you still keep in touch after high school are your actual friends.
ReplyDeletethis is all so very true, we can't be children forever.
ReplyDeletegrowing up is hard and we all have to do it at some point. but you're just starting, wait untill later when it gets more intense and way more fun!
ReplyDeleteyour right man anything can happen tomorrow that would change our life.
ReplyDeleteI definitely feel ya when you say, "The future feels far away from me at this moment but at the same time it feels so close." SO TRUE!!
ReplyDeletei like you want to be independent. wish you the best
ReplyDeleteI can relate to the future feeling so far away yet so close also.
ReplyDeleteI agree sometimes I wish I could go back to my childhood also and have no worries, and just be able to go outside and play.
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